check it out!!!!! i have a new playlist!!! hahahahas
okaes.. i dont know why i'm so happy bout it.. but it thrills me to have a new playlist. and i embedded it all by myself! heeheehee~~~~ HURHURHUR!!!!
anyways today is my free day of the week!!!! all you peeps wanna date me, THURSDAY it shall be!!!! hahahahas~~~ i'm PRETTY free on fridays too... like after 1pm. so hit me a text and date me out! hahahas
hmm dad called me a couple of times. but i refused to pick up... there's this strong repulsion from the phone. I really HATE talkin' to you. because things always have to go your way. you still DONT understand and you will never ever. then he msged me this morning:
" I called u a few times but u didnt answer or call back....??? Can u come back n not stay at EE's or mama's (my grandma) place? "
i really hate to reply.. but i guess i should outta courtesy.
" Daddy. i have already settled down staying outside and used to an independent life.. I've started school alr and have decided to focus all my attention on my studies. I have no plans to go home yet because i'm not ready.. pls understand.. i'm no longer upset about what happened in the past and i hope you're not too (: just want to let you know i'm coping really well and have learnt to be stronger and to take care of myself."
sometimes i just regret replying people. cos they're f-ing dense and they never get the msg.
the DENSE replied:
" If u r no longer upset, then u should come home n not continue stay out n BOTHER other people."
dont you see. i'm out because of you. because of your cruelty. but you can just say you want me back home anytime it pleases you. what right do you have to say that i SHOULDN'T continue to stay out and bother other people. If it's a bother, it's up to that person to tell me in the face. I can resolve it myself and even work myself out to rent a place. who are you cheater of the family to tell me what are the shoulds and shouldn'ts. i used to try to respect you, even your ridiculous flaws. but you're just not deserving of a child. nor to teach anyone what to do. if you cant understand, leave it be Dad. you'll never see what i want you to see because u have never tried understanding. so pack and leave for vietnam to live a more refuge life than me with that bitch. and leave me and mum alone, will you.
WHO'S MORE BOTHERSOME?
anyways, he's never gonna read this. just venting it out. and letting this be a mark of displeasured memories. some people are just there to annoy you. and sometimes, if not mostly, they are the closest to you.
okaes.. i dont know why i'm so happy bout it.. but it thrills me to have a new playlist. and i embedded it all by myself! heeheehee~~~~ HURHURHUR!!!!
anyways today is my free day of the week!!!! all you peeps wanna date me, THURSDAY it shall be!!!! hahahahas~~~ i'm PRETTY free on fridays too... like after 1pm. so hit me a text and date me out! hahahas
hmm dad called me a couple of times. but i refused to pick up... there's this strong repulsion from the phone. I really HATE talkin' to you. because things always have to go your way. you still DONT understand and you will never ever. then he msged me this morning:
" I called u a few times but u didnt answer or call back....??? Can u come back n not stay at EE's or mama's (my grandma) place? "
i really hate to reply.. but i guess i should outta courtesy.
" Daddy. i have already settled down staying outside and used to an independent life.. I've started school alr and have decided to focus all my attention on my studies. I have no plans to go home yet because i'm not ready.. pls understand.. i'm no longer upset about what happened in the past and i hope you're not too (: just want to let you know i'm coping really well and have learnt to be stronger and to take care of myself."
sometimes i just regret replying people. cos they're f-ing dense and they never get the msg.
the DENSE replied:
" If u r no longer upset, then u should come home n not continue stay out n BOTHER other people."
dont you see. i'm out because of you. because of your cruelty. but you can just say you want me back home anytime it pleases you. what right do you have to say that i SHOULDN'T continue to stay out and bother other people. If it's a bother, it's up to that person to tell me in the face. I can resolve it myself and even work myself out to rent a place. who are you cheater of the family to tell me what are the shoulds and shouldn'ts. i used to try to respect you, even your ridiculous flaws. but you're just not deserving of a child. nor to teach anyone what to do. if you cant understand, leave it be Dad. you'll never see what i want you to see because u have never tried understanding. so pack and leave for vietnam to live a more refuge life than me with that bitch. and leave me and mum alone, will you.
WHO'S MORE BOTHERSOME?
anyways, he's never gonna read this. just venting it out. and letting this be a mark of displeasured memories. some people are just there to annoy you. and sometimes, if not mostly, they are the closest to you.
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