had very bad gum-ache ytd.. that my first meal of the day was tasted at 5plus pm... couldn't eat anything too crunchy. crispy. or chewy. so.... i decided to play ard in the kitchen to cook smth edible for my poor mouth and gut.

SEE. hahas my piece of (food)art. disgusting rite. but it's niceeee....

heehee.. at least [I] think so...

ever since i moved out to stay without the parents...
i think i cooking better food. ahahahas i know it's self praise.. but my food used to be pretty inedible... and i could only cook rice. and all kinds of egg.
but now.. i can cook a little more of other stuffs.....
pasta. my current best skill. hahahahas~





i know it's gonna be a few days of unhappiness..
but i'm alr trying to control myself... to self-deceive..
that your denial is true..
but it's all so self-perpetuating.. because i know u for too long..
i know when u truly deny..
it wouldn't have been such a behaviour....
but it's okaes...
i understand.. it's not within my means anymore....