preparing for exams can be such a BORE.... but i guess we should never wish for anything more exciting than that....


exam period has just been worsened by my health condition... ):
i actually fainted at home. all i rmb was seeing "stars" and i was still sitting on a chair in front of the table. the next moment i regained consciousness, i was lying on the floor in some pool of blood. i actually hit my chin while falling from the chair (i guess.. cos i can't remember what exactly happened). tt explains the blood.

but while i was kinda unconscious, there were lotsa voices running through my mind. alot of flashbacks too, so much so i felt a really strong pressure that's keeping me from waking up... even though i reached a point when i could hear and SEE my guardian tapping my shoulder and shouting asking me not to scare her... BUT i just couldn't respond, at all. i was quite scared, and i dont even remember i fainted in the first place. there was this "i-was-separated-from-the-world-for-a-moment" kinda feeling that made me use all my strength to jerk myself up into a sitting position.

tt's when i realised there was blood all over my neck cos my chin and lip were bleeding. was i struck by lightning or wad?!
the next moment the ambulance and medics came to get me on the stretcher. wad a scene. all the kpo neighbours looked out to see see look look. night mare has just started, cos i reached the hospital only to know that i have to go through stitching cos there were cuts inside my lip and over my chin. (-..-) i HATE needles lor!!!!!!!!! shit. but bo bian. gotta let them inject here inject there. and the stupid doctor even used a stick to poke through my cut cos he wanted to check if the cut went all the way through my mouth (-..-)!
damn painful i nearly wanted to curse him. den came the wound cleansing which was really the worst part of it all. cos he reopened my cut to pump all sorts of chemicals inside which hurt like HELL. nb. and all these were without anaesthetic. WTS! only AFTER the cleansing then he started injecting like ten shots of anaesthesia. and started stitching my cuts.
dunno why doctor said it's just very very minor cuts... but must sew me up!!! and my mouth was freaking swollen, and the stitches are still kinda bleeding as a type. but it's part of the healing process... (-..-) funny thing is... my guardian forgot to bring my shoes out when we got onto the ambulance, and because i was not allowed to walk bare-footed in hospitals, the doc gave me two ugly plastic bags to wrap around my feet to act as "shoes". wad a stupid man. but i guess that was the best alternative.

i guess plastic surgery feels like this too???
haiyoh now i wonder why ppl wanna cut their face up and all tat.... it's really painful to knife and stitch and inject you know! so painful i nearly kicked the nurse next to me at the operating theatre cos my legs struggled in empathy for my poor chin. )';

now i just hope to recover soon.... results and all... i guess they're really not important anymore..
i hear frens discussing to do well u must get this grade that grade..but sometimes, it really can't matter already. i mean, what can u do, seriously?? go dean's office and cry and say i wanna take a break and be excused meh... the doc only gave me MC until this thurs. and my papers are next tues and thurs. so. the MC is useless. hahas
haish. and eating has never been a vainer thing to do.
first time in my life i am eating in front of a mirror... cos i cant see or feel the stitches and i dont wanna hurt myself more... cos gotta feed myself carefully.
(anybody wanna feed this patient here? LOL. i AM kidding.)

anyways, all i'm craving for now is a nice piece of icecream cake from swensen's and white chocolate dream frap from coffee bean. dont ask me why... beats me! i tink sweet stuffs really cheers ppl up ((:
hahas but i am really better alr ((: so not to worry!!!! definitely by the end of my exams, i'll be alive and KICKING. hahahas

how to go for exam or even study like tt!!!!