tots tots tots

smth is going on but i can't tell what.
it can go on for a while more.
but not for long.
it's ok to pretend for now.
because it'll surface later.
that's when it hasn't been right to hide things.
but should've been more honest to one another.
i still love you.
but maybe not tomorrow.
if so, will you hold on tighter and not do sorry to me?