Dads going drinking and u wonder if everyone has to go through dealing with such a man. But apparently every guy can be a real asshole. It's just whether they're willing to keep it neat for u or not.

After persuading myself to try for one last time, I decided I can nv really let go of the times I cried so bad over what had happened. Why wouldn't they make a pair? Every fuck is possible in this world and if I stand in the way now I am the real piece of shit.
What if my eye candy were staying next door to me and always asking me out? Wad if we were friends before? Won't you fucking worry. Or is it all my fault that i was lied to before and that I still can't cope.

Damn. So much bad words in three days. But I mean my own frustration. I ain't sorry I have no other words to use since the day u felt it was alrite to hurl me the same vulgarities.. Maybe I'm just so hurt inside that it's all turning to anger.. But who the f*** can understand me.. And know how bad I feel...