i still am wondering if u truly and still do love me. as much as the first day we kissed? i know we both hurt badly nw.and i prolly feel even more so since the night u left me to die. but i'm determined to let go though i'm still struggling. sometimes its silly when i realise i cant let someone go even after tt someone has alr let me go. newaes.. i'm having fever cos of my belly button infection. i feel cold. but randomly i wonder if its the fever or the hurt i'm struggling with..