One more paper down.. And three more to go! (-..-)"
not so exciting still..
Was taking a shuttle bus to Kent ridge ytd when this buncha ppl kept cheering their exams were over.
(-..-)" nice one.

Woke up without much breakfast except for a week's old sandwich from the fridge. Nvm. Just eat. It's soggy though. Oh wells maybe it's just the psychological discomfort tts makin me feel queasy in my gut..
Either ways I'm not on a great mood today either.
Still I'm hung up on some things that are done that makes me feel uncomfortable no matter how well it's been articulated to sound reassuring.
I'm starting to hate alot of things now. I have a gut feeling something is wrong or has always been wrong just that I stopped thinking for awhile already.

A friend left a message to me abd somehow I feel like I'm a different person when I replied... It's like I'm no longer that bubbly girl and super happy girl because of all the fear and betrayal instilled in me or thereabouts. I can never trust person again, I'm dead serious. And all the feelings I have in me now are just missing the past missing some people and missing all over again wishing I was never left to die so many times so far. I just miss those times with everyone where we all just started.. .. And wish no one let me down before..