been star-gazing lately and wonder if those stars were as lonely as they appeared from where we were.. no matter i always felt a tinge of sadness in that backdrop of amazement as i watch them twinkle.. them stars somehow seem to rhyme with loneliness.

you once told me the stars we see now are in fact no longer in existence.. we see them because they are so far away that their light travels to us in million years... beautiful things just dont last, do they..? maybe that's where that sadness came from..

february is coming... and i'm not quite welcoming it except for the fact that there are two special occasions.. a special someone's birthday and valentine's day. but hell it falls on the first day of CNY. !%^#$&@? i hate CNY. it sucks. really. it's all that visiting and facing irritating relatives 24-7 over a torturous spread of 3 days. or more. eating the same snacks home after home never made it any better. and feb marks all the more closer to the date bestie is leavin for korea. BOO. BOO. BOO. ):

okaes i'm off to get a bath and SLEEP. just blogging as i'm waiting for the bathroom. it's time... to fix a bathtub in my room.