i don't get it. why are we ALL quarreling? why is everyone picking a quarrel over things i don't think i've done wrong.... is it really my personal problem? i refuse to believe it is... afterall.... everyone thinks they're damn right all the time....when they know they're not.
my mind keeps running on this endless maze.... even till the last moment when my eyes closed to rest from the tired day. everyday it's the same thing gone through.. and i'm totally tired...
only nine words to say. i hate you but i am gonna miss you..

the past 2 years has been a toiling ride... i can't remember the last time i grit my teeth in stress even under normal circumstances when nothing is happening. it's just this fear and deadly suspicion eating me up from inside. this anger that i have because u take e for a ride. treating me like an idiot with your ceaseless and blatant denials when your lies are so apparent.... i see through you so clearly i feel disgusted... my heart cannot stop wrenching every waking moment of my life.
i want my life back.. and if you want me back... there's only one way to go, ironically it has to start with a rip-apart. i'm not gonna change anymore.

i want my life back.