There's this charm about partying I can never quite get over... No it's not the sleeziness nor the..... Umm... Wadever else u think of it negatively...
And I actually RESISTED all requests and jeers and dares.. And lasted well thru the night with the help of a new friend (:
I thought it was nice and I'm grateful for that pleasantry though it came sooner and more surprising than a bolt of lightning, I must say.

Why was it not you even after I hinted? Somehow smth must have gone wrong... It happens all too often for me to decipher anymore..