alrite everybodeeeehhhhh. One paper down for me! WOOTS!!!!!!!!! Although it's wad i call "the fine art of bullshitting" I did through the THREE 20-marks-each questions, I'm just happy that one is over.
I'm not quite geared up for the next "double hurdle", but oh wells, when it ends on wed it'll be a good feeling that worth a celebration!!!
I'm still wondering if i should take a break on wed..and not study at all.

Ok so I've come to a realisation I've always been a "spare", a "rebound" or a "stepping stone".
"Boycastle" (LOL) said guys (not all if there are still any with redeeming qualities, u are spared from the following "patheticism")...
fall in love because they want to fall in love with LOVE. And it ain't because they really love you.
They just want to love someone and that that someone loves them back..They just want that feeling.
How sadly true. Note to thyself, quit thinking u have been special to someone who only wanted a rs. It's not you they want. And such people... Are very common out there. They're on a constant lookout. This one cannot try the next. It's like makin a purchase on a regular vending machine. They just wanna satisfy a thirst. And when one drink is out of stock, or simply refuses to be sold to them, they hit the next button till they get
A DRINK.