It's the 14th. and I don't know how I should be feeling...
Disappointed..heart-wrenching..grieve over a loss.. Or glad that I've walked out...
I'm unsure and the feeling sucks.. nothings really helping me especially with a pending examination of which i've no motivation to work for..

It's been an interesting evening!
To sum things up...
I've made several awesome friends who care to hang out tgt and are fun-loving.
And coincidentally I bumped into one-a-them while poppin by at macs to wait for sop to be done with her lessons!!!
U won't be able to imagine how "fate" felt like..
So we took a pic and tweetered it! Heekheekheek~
shall post it soon. Stupid safari cannot post this cannot post that.. dulanzxzx

when cuz finally got off her lecturer's hook, we continued chatting till we left for loof to pay a visit to monkeyface. Lol
Steve was there too and made us blackforest smth smth and kiwi martini. Wow I liked tt kiwi martini and I WAS thirsty fro
the ceaseless attack on my bag of shaker fries that J thought I always "da" alcohol. Which totally was not the case.

Anyways nice to clear the air especially when I felt I ps him on his request to go Thai disc. He mustve felt we were trying to play him..
Oh wells~

bestie emailed me recently and boy am so glad to hear from her and talk to her.. she hears me self-destructin and yes... Only she could tell my reasons behind my actions... There's smth eating me up..and I can't tell wad.. Shall decide after my exams.. Till then... I'm gonna try to grapple with the hard fact that YES MELiSSA KOH YoUR EXAMS ArE round the corner so pleaseeeeee pull ur socks up sooner than later!!!!!!!!!!!

Btw... Though it's a lil far off the date... But I must always say thank-you for nice gestures..
1) thank you for trying your hands on fried rice wif generous prawns servings and cut-out hotdogs (ok only we know wad shape luh huh!!!)
2) thank you for the many instances of instant noodles ((: first time on a long long time (:
3) thank you for accompanying me... Anyone and everyone.. I love all of you. You you you you you and you...
4) for those who hurt me before with words with lies with actions, thank you too.. I would never have learnt certain things or seen certain things more clearly or woken up from some queer disillusion I have about fairytales and princes charmings.. sad to wake up from a dream but happy to not have slept forever ((:
I'm gonna enjoy myself cherish my time and play hard after exams.. For now... Study hard...((: