20hrs ago I just woke up and was struggling to read the last lines of wadever I could grapple for my last exam from the tininess of my iPhone screen.
Naow I'm wide awake with nth much to do but stone. YES this is the start of THREEmonthsWORTH of stoning. BIG TIME.
I think I'm gonna struggle with some sadness of departure soon.. And I'm so scared things would change. And things WILL. Tts prolly why I've been acting up so weirdly and hysterically. It's like trying to get a foothold wih your toenails on a slippery plane. You know u're losing. But u're trying. AND not trying at all. Tts feeling lost over a pending loss. What the f can you so seriously???????

I wasn't the one who made you stop... and I'm feeling fucked up abt tt..

Okay imma go pee and. Eat and. Sleep. Why am I so awake!!! (-- )"