melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
why ur personal msg like tt
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
u telling who u telling bedtime story now?
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
nite nie
You have just sent a nudge.
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
y nudge me
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
u telling who u telling bedtime story now....
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
the whole world
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
hahaha
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
why....
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
y not
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
tell my gf bedtime soty
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
...
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
huh?
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
go bed bed now hor
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
im also logging off le
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
nite....
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
heehee
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
see u in the ,orning
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
see u..
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
hmm y u not happy
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
mm... nothing.. not unhappy la
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
u sure?
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
hmmm is telling me story kinda like a chore for my bf..?
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
?
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
haha of cuz not
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
itz a thing i wana do most
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
cuz my gf is lyk a cute little child
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
and it makes her happy
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
and tt makes me happy
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
mm-hmm...
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
darling thank u for being nicenice to me todae...
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
i love yous
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
haha kk
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
love love u toooooooos
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
now go slp le k
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
okies... muacks muacks
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
hope i dont wake up grumpy tmr....
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
yes u better not
melissa - feel the melody & the rhythm of the music around you says:
): date me at dreamland soon.. or other ppl will date me away
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
hahah kk
(=.=) (>.<) (^-^) (x_x) (u.u) (O_o) (= =") ---- Hot Shot says:
im logging off too le
dear tk
i've really been thinkin' really thoroughly..
i know it's not the right time to say it..
but i truly feel everything's different now
i would love to go back to square one..
but as u can see.. we both know..
since the day we tried going back to where we were..
we can never be the same..
i can't stop asking bout things that can really frustrate you i know
pls don't deny u don't feel unhappy bout my behaviour at all
cos i am at myself...
maybe u've tried.. but i really feel really really really really
and i cant express more.. tired and hateful of myself and everything
each time i ask a question or i feel suspicious
it really stabs
cos i know even after asking i wont get a satisfied answer
prolly not that u weren't truthful...
but i guess right from the very start of the nightmare
i can never trust anything again
it pricks me everyday that i feel this relationship is not like a relationship anymore
really need to get away from all this
and i'm sorry i cant stay on..
please understand how i feel and that i'm exceptionally sorry for not being able to carry on
and even ending it on a wrong note..
i guess i'm a true perfectionist.. like you are? or even more than that...
especially when it comes to flaws bout trust.. i really cant get over
and i cant pull through...
guess wad.. even when you said you were online but u appeared offline, but you weren't talkin to anybody... i cant even trust on that... and u cant even stand me asking even though u said it's alrite to ask... how are we any nearer to square one...? i don't even feel safe you're going to school to spend the night to do your work... how are we nearer to square one..?
that single lie of a conversation i heard has crushed every bit of effort i made from the beginning to try to trust you... it cant be pursued anymore..
all i need now is to be myself again... cos i'm really not acting like myself and i dont wanna carry on like tt...
i wanna be carefree and mindless bout everything.. that nothing can cause a dent to me... i wanna be my bubbly-self again...
if i carry on this way.. i'll lose everything including my cheeriness and i dont want that.. i'm like just waiting for things to happen that it's scary..
please dont make me stay like u did in the past few times i wanna get away anymore..
each time i say i wanna leave, i really serious... but i really hate that u pull me back this way while we're not even resolving anything... trust me.. it's for the betterment of the both of us... really.. and i guess these two weeks is a good time to prove to you it's okaes to move on without me..
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