howww help me snap out of all this crap... i just wanna enjoy life now and be who i really am and have alwaes used to be...
why suddenly got all these things poppin' out to confuse me.
wad am i doing wif my life nowww...


btw. i'm really bored. and sick of believin' there are really people who care for me. all you fakers. Goddamnyoutohellforyourhypocracyyoucanjustgoeatshitanddiehorribly. oh yes. you great pretender. two-faced. twisted and deceitful you are one mother-F-er. our 6 years of "friendship"? is nothing but a time to discover what a whore you are.


anyways. seems like somebody is a big F. some gentleman you are when you're just a pathetic clubber-fren. attached and still wanna hook girls. go and get a life please you douchebag.
"are you married?" "nope."
"then are you attached?" "mmm..... (*you must be running the word 'shit' through your birdbrain*) yeahhh."
and you left someone crying for you and downing herself with tequilla. OVER YOUUUUU???!!!!
you're just a bean-face with a small pin.






and i'm freaking broke wif no money to eat. somebody owe me money but everytime msg nicely, that person just spoofs into some shithole to hide and not reply unless the msg is bout other stuff. even after i said i really have no cash to eat (and i mean it i can die from being cashless). when finally reply, say can only transfer to me the tmr cos she's freaking i-dont-know caught up with whoring with her ex. excuse me. can you haf some compassion, somebody you know for 6 years is dying of hunger (she doesnt even have money for transport) and this is how you treat her. even after she spoke up for you against all odds. dammit. the people i love the most alwaes betray me. damn all of you. i'm gonna lead my life as i am and not be considerate towards what sh*t you tell me anymore.