my bf is back from reservice. hahas okaes.. hmm. YAYs~~~! anyways i'm making it a point to still keep in contact wif my frens and continue keeping them going! hahahahas~~ (and chop some arseholes away from my social circle!!!!! damn yous to hell!!!!)
(waiwai let's meet up again shall we?!?!?!?!!!!!)
hmm i finally got to surprise the bf with the Xmas present!!!!! COOL rite!!!! oh man oh man!!!! Nike AirForce Dunks have this really cool authenticity card!! shit i forgot to take apic of that.. it's this really cool black card dotted parallely all over! (WHAT'S SO COOL BOUT THAT?!!!) hahahas there's moreeee!! these dots under certain angled views actually reveal the sideview of the AirForce Dunk! damn. who's that smartie-pants. and the bf's actually using it as a mousepad now. (temporarily i guess?)
hahahahas ohohoh and CHRISTMAS is really COMING!!!!!! how to celebrate it?!!! i really haf no idea (YET). bf asked me to plan..... i know it's your first xmas wif a gf or even first xmas sweetly celebrated... BUT I REALLY NOT SURE HOW TO PLAN SMTH REAL NICE AND SPECIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so nervous i so wanna die.
okaaes.. bout the one-day fairytale.. i guess it has to come to an end. cos yes. the hurdles now are near impossible to cross.. it's not just the moral part of it. but also on the personal side. i wont wanna start anything again even if i were s*****. i'm really left confused since. have no idea seriously wad i'm doing at the present. mel. what are you doing REALLY?!!!! wad do you really want now?? i kinda just wanna enjoy life now. i think. and have full-fledged freedom to myself
nobody (NOOOOoooooBODY) can stand in my way to get that fun and excitement going. i havent seen enough of the world. i really should step outta my small world and start being magnanimous.
like:
1)you wanna flirt? GO AHEAD!!
2)you're leavin my cute, full of fun world?? GO AHEAD!!
3)you wanna bitch bout me? GO AHEAD (and F off.)
4)you choose to bluff me and chicken beh-deh me? GO AHEAD!! (and GO and DIE too!! ((: )
5)you wanna get to know me!?! (MY GOD. YOU'RE FWEEEKING WELCOME)
6)you wanna show your love to me?! SHIT.YOU'RE SO NOT GONNA REGRET LOVING ME.
7)wanna jio me to go have fun?! YESYESYES. I WANT~~~!!!!!!!!!
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*so much more that freedom spells* weets! hmm anyways. i tink it's so good to open your arms and receive the world again!!!!! you'll attract a whole lot more. new frens keep coming and ol' (and really sweet) frens come back!! and it's comforting to know that i've got people to fall back on when things really fail. "with you always" (sweet)
hahahas kaes kaes some pics i took ytd!!!!! i went dental. and started my course alr. i've got like eight cute-looking (BUT TOTALLY NOT CUTE REALLY!) rubber rings inserts between some teeth. i was telling the bf. luckily i drank bubble tea wif chewy pearls ytd wif waiwai. or i'd miss chewing so much i can die. cos my gums are kinda hurting me alr )): sobs. like i can only eat porridge for a while. and one of the rubberrings feel wierd. why?!!!!! cos i ate pepperlunch ytd. and it was from HOTplate. so the food kinda melted a little of the ring. but i'm so not planning to return to Dr Ong to ask if i gotta change it. It'sgonnahurtithink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! spare me further agony.
what makes me nervous @ the dentist's
look at those disgusting tenticles!!!!!!!!!!
okaes i was bored
(and alone! luckily.......)
i became a little camwhore in the room
while the dentist was having his lunch.
waiting time must have made me really nervous.
not tt i wanted to take photos...
really. (HAHAS)
another one.
not that i wanted to take photos.....
okaes. errrm. yah i kinda had fun entertaining myself actually. so. yah. hahas
me and waiwai!!!!
two pretties~~
am i THAT short!??!!! why waiwai must bend so low... )):urgh. my teeth hurt.
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