Monday, January 5, 2009

everyday now is a pain in the ass.
i dont understand why i cant be alone.
prolly i yearn too much to break up or smth.
the same thing is driving me to want to be single again.
i just cant trust the same thing twice. sae i'm driving you away, so be it..
i know tt very clearly.. but dont u think u're expecting too much of me too?
and for no apparent reason, you gotta keep saying that i'm venting anger on you, or that "why do i have to be so mad?" dont i have the bl**dy right to? i have my emotions, just as so do you. and it's not as if u have a better temper than me. WHY CANT YOU LET MY HEART RULE THE HEAD FOR ONCE. everytime i'm unhappy, you gotta take it as an accusation that i'm venting it on you. and it yet becomes another excuse for you to "getaway" and hitch a ride with another third party(s). i really hate where we are now. i just wanna be friends.

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