the second day of 2009 and i'm still not all cleaned up with the remnants of 2008..
sometimes i wonder what it takes to make me forget (clean) bout all the stuffs that made me unhappy for the past year. and the answer is prolly still "time". but who's gonna give me that..?
there's a limit to everyone's patience including mine. prolly tt's why i keep telling ting and some others i think i really need a break. and be alone. maybe i don't wanna wait for time to get me healed from things i can't get over anymore. maybe it's not time that can wash everything away. maybe for once, instead of being a passive taker, i should take an active move to just snap out of things and be single once more. i miss being happy being alone sometimes.. and the feeling that everyone around me cares for me, rather than having lost so many of them and now, living in the constant fear of losing the only one left. everybody thinks "new year, new hope". heehee.
i wonder.
but anyways.. yeahh.. see if time will tell me to stay or to let go.
i went out todae!!! holidaes are ending, and i SOOoO not wanna stay home.. wanna havoc. ahahas~ todae went to watch movie called "Ip Man". OH COOoooOoOL show!! it's nice and farnie. not those typical purely kungfu gimmick. and at first i was secretly looking down on the male lead (before stepping into the cinema). cos it's like seldom see him act... and he looks like a beaver. BUT. wah i admire him from todae's movie onwards!!! the character he acted in was like WHOA~~~ he's THE perfect man. Righteous, Loyal to friends, and Respectful to his wife. So sweet lor. and he doesnt give in to other ppl's bullshit bout "listening to wife = scared of wife (a.k.a Henpecked)" He says it's actually mutual respect. Sweet la. anyways enuff bout Ip Man. next show i wanna watch is Yes Man.
mm and i finally satisfied my cravings for Nihon Mura!!! (i tink i recalled it correctly...) Finally some Jap food (before i place braces too! teeheee~~)
and we cleared our B&Js icecream vouchers todae!!!!!! wif three loads of icecream, a waffle, whipped cream, corn flakes and chocolate fudge. (IN A MESS) hahahahahas
sometimes i wonder what it takes to make me forget (clean) bout all the stuffs that made me unhappy for the past year. and the answer is prolly still "time". but who's gonna give me that..?
there's a limit to everyone's patience including mine. prolly tt's why i keep telling ting and some others i think i really need a break. and be alone. maybe i don't wanna wait for time to get me healed from things i can't get over anymore. maybe it's not time that can wash everything away. maybe for once, instead of being a passive taker, i should take an active move to just snap out of things and be single once more. i miss being happy being alone sometimes.. and the feeling that everyone around me cares for me, rather than having lost so many of them and now, living in the constant fear of losing the only one left. everybody thinks "new year, new hope". heehee.
i wonder.
but anyways.. yeahh.. see if time will tell me to stay or to let go.
i went out todae!!! holidaes are ending, and i SOOoO not wanna stay home.. wanna havoc. ahahas~ todae went to watch movie called "Ip Man". OH COOoooOoOL show!! it's nice and farnie. not those typical purely kungfu gimmick. and at first i was secretly looking down on the male lead (before stepping into the cinema). cos it's like seldom see him act... and he looks like a beaver. BUT. wah i admire him from todae's movie onwards!!! the character he acted in was like WHOA~~~ he's THE perfect man. Righteous, Loyal to friends, and Respectful to his wife. So sweet lor. and he doesnt give in to other ppl's bullshit bout "listening to wife = scared of wife (a.k.a Henpecked)" He says it's actually mutual respect. Sweet la. anyways enuff bout Ip Man. next show i wanna watch is Yes Man.
mm and i finally satisfied my cravings for Nihon Mura!!! (i tink i recalled it correctly...) Finally some Jap food (before i place braces too! teeheee~~)
and we cleared our B&Js icecream vouchers todae!!!!!! wif three loads of icecream, a waffle, whipped cream, corn flakes and chocolate fudge. (IN A MESS) hahahahahas
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