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blocked nose nothing much to do.... tumblring blogging here and stoning.
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school's gonna start nx week and suddenly i'm thinking of alot of stuffs. there are HAPPY stuffs there are stuffs that plainly spell "E-M-P-T-I-N-E-S-S". actually.. past few days are pretty much a happiness to me in the sense of staying home. i guess cos hangin out wif people staying near me or WITH me (i mean my dear cousin HAHAS) makes a difference to the boredom level. i mean even if there's nothing much to do you wont feel as bad as when u are TOTALLY alone and your only way of escapism from solidarity is the laptop. and very fortunately internet connection is very guai1 these few days!!!! previously it was GUAIIIIIIIIIIIIII
LAN.

(: i'm starting to eat more oredi. have weird hunger pangs. my stomach is pretty "happening" usually but this time it's even more so. prolly cos i subconsciously coerce myself to eat more??

cleared alot of shit in my room and pretty happy the way it is except for the walls wif masking tape leftover from the attempts of dear ahma to counter some water leakage previously. creative. but uberfugly.

some things been on my mind but dont quite know how to or prolly may not quite wish to spell it out here.... but all i can say is... when people move on... they really do. and.. sadly it always brings along that tinge of abandonment when people who are close to you do so. i miss a friend or two maybe, but i've told myself to stop pursuing.. cos it's tiring and you nv know when they've alr found you a nuisance when you you think they still care bout you.


i'm a movie fanatic nowwww. ((: