I think..

It's time. To stop gettin so affected by everything you had done or have failed to do. To stop forgiving everytime you make an apology that doesn't come from your heart. To stop expecting anything that you promised would come outta this togetherness.

Anyways.
Schools starting and it's my last sem. But though it's my last sem I feel equally tired and borged down at the thought of it.
Zzz. Same thing. It's bidding period and I dont freaking know how to place my points. Eventually I know I just gotta take trouble to appeal cos I ain't have enough points.... Annoying.

Bestie told me she's accepted for an exchange trip to Korea. How cool is that!!!!! But a tinge of sadness in the aftermath of congratulatory conversation cos I'm gonna miss her ): it's like one pillar of support less when u know you'd need it. But i sure hope it's a fruitful experience for her!! Cos I myself have an ultimate dream to travel for long time upon graduation. Knowing she's travelling makes me feel I'm travelling too. Teeheehee.

Actually I'm filled with fear for this coming sem. That the same history is gonna repeat itself, rock the boat real hard (and even harder than before) and finally **capsize and drown**. I'm really scared. Of wad.. I can't quite explain myself... I just know I won't be able to cope by myself.. I need someone (anyone) sooooner or later.. Sooner than later actually.