CHINESE NEW YEAR IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!! i'm prolly the only one awaiting its end.. but i really hate it. i thought i could allow myself to be invited to visiting at dad's side.. but things turned kinda awful so. it was pretty non-family based kinda CNY for me. in sum i'm gonna stick with a reputation of having disappeared for 2 years in the eyes of a bunch of family members i can't stand. mum said dad has been in a bad mood prolly because i haven't been home even for chinese new year. i feel kinda bad... but then again he could've replied my messages... or at least asked me if i wanted to be part of the family this year... and now he has gone overseas to that God-forsaken place again.. aint this tiring? it's a sick nostalgia playing over and over every year.. and i'm lost as to what to do or how to resolve a problem that will forever be there. anyways unhappy things aside.. i did kinda enjoy myself over the past few days!

i signed myself up for a trip to malaysia though i never really like the idea of going over and feel under the weather and get stuck in jams.. surprisingly things i thought would be pretty ugly turned out fine. malaysia wasnt as bad as i thought it to be anymore.. it's shopping malls after shopping malls and i saw alot of stuffs i wanna buyyyy!!!!! just that i was too embarrassed to expose my shopaholic self so i only bought a few stuffs... like tees.. a pair of heels.. make up and lingerieeeeeee *weets!* hahahahas i assure there is so much more i wanna grab from there. and yess..... they have reli delicious food there too!!!!!! i tried the marrybrown fried chicken in black pepper sauce...... oh so niceeee!!!!! you get to sit on swings while eating too!!!



i must go back again... and yes next stops would be bangkok and taiwan. HOLIDAYS!!!! faster come plsssss....