111111 a utopian promise made to scrape through an apologetic situation when never were SORRY

if things gotta be reduced to this
(what you think is "building' up to that 111111)
let's just do this - play the game your way and
we both just distance farther than we already are.
i've stopped trying and i will not try anymore.
test my patience this is wad we both get.
you happy now.