it keeps running over and over in my brain i'm literally begging for it to stop. but at the same time not thinking bout it makes me feel i've been driven too close to reality i wanna be catapulted back into that escapism again. wad am i trying to say...?? i'm saying something tt i can't say (: fml. i dunno wad i'm talking about over here but yah. just need to get it outta my system, jot it right here and let it get blown awaaaayy~
CNY is comin. how "cool" is that??! ihateittothecoreicanjustbitemytongueanddie. all the dongdongdongchiang is givin me that same grotesque and nostalgiai get every year except for the last peaceful one which was spent with no one else i dislike but just those i cared abt (: now tt things like chilled between me and dad (i would prefer to think it this way) i guess i am OBLIGED to see those monkey barbaric family members again. (:
it's a lousy feeling you get when the grass ain't always greener on the other side. or perhaps the aftermath of it all just didnt make us learn our lessons..
did you stand by me this time..?
CNY is comin. how "cool" is that??! ihateittothecoreicanjustbitemytongueanddie. all the dongdongdongchiang is givin me that same grotesque and nostalgiai get every year except for the last peaceful one which was spent with no one else i dislike but just those i cared abt (: now tt things like chilled between me and dad (i would prefer to think it this way) i guess i am OBLIGED to see those monkey barbaric family members again. (:
it's a lousy feeling you get when the grass ain't always greener on the other side. or perhaps the aftermath of it all just didnt make us learn our lessons..
did you stand by me this time..?
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