Fifth night forcing myself to sleep and only doing so at daybreak. Fifth night im crying under covers. Fifth night my heart hurts and today i can feel physical pain in my heart that im crying the most.

Someone just told me he likes me today and asked if theres a chance. I wondered if its really Chance that puts two people together and Chance that leads to happily ever after. Or is it just. Another road to a yet bottomless pit of sadness. Either way.. Im only left with depending on someone, just one would do, to take care of me cos im incapable now.